I'm so confused right now. Have you ever been lost in a dream where you didn't want to wake up but deep down inside you knew that it had to eventually happen? That's what I feel like right now. I've been in a wonderful dream and now something is trying to wake me up, bring me back to reality, and I don't want it to happen. The dream was so real. I thought it was real, but I guess I was wrong. I thought that maybe this time, it would last forever. Now everything's cloudy, and I can't find a single ray of sunshine trying to break a whole through the mist. Maybe I'm jumping to conclusions, and perhaps that ray will break through the cloud afterall. Not knowing scares me. The darkness scares me, and I want to run. I want to run to a place where I can see and where I know I'm safe.
God, please guide me towards your light. I love you, and I'm sorry for ever doubting your love. You are my anchor and my strength. Help me be a light to others and forgive me for not trusting you completely. In your name I pray, Amen.
2 comments:
it is hard not knowing.this situation seems so silly! it doesn't make sense to me at ALL! you will make it to the other side however it turns out. you are such a strong person.
i'm so glad i got to talk to you last night marie. it was such a horrible feeling not knowing what would happen and you were great at making me feel better. love you!
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